mood : sedih

kenape aku rase kau dah takde kawan ?

:(

dorang sume pegi mane ?

:(

dorang sume sebok nak sambung belaja

:(

dorang dah lupe friendship

:'(

tak boleh huha huha mcm dulu

:(

omg i hate this :'(

the semangat ke ?

i hope i can be someone to be proud of

i am the last hope of the family 

especially my abah and mama

i never dream or even imagine that 

'i want to be an engineer one day'

i never serious with my words

i never stick to my own words

i never serious 

i never dream to be part of UTP

well i am not bragging here to say that UTP is great 

but i admit that UTP is one of the best university

yang masuk pun bukan calang calang

so that is why i say like that

this is like a fairytale

standing there alone in perak

far far far away from home

-sad-

i cant easily call them to get me home

i cant easily call them to visit me 

''i came from johor bahru with hope 

to get a new life in 

bandar seri iskandar , perak''

i believe this is my rezeki

alhamdulillah

all this fates are arranged perfectly by Him

Allah knows better 

Allah know what the best for all His servants

''assalamualaikum my name nurul ain ihsan and you can call me Ain 

and im from johor bahru ''

even i cant speak english well like other JBrians

but i believe that language is not a barrier for me

they want to see your ideas

and not your language error

this is not TESL

this is engineering courses

they want to see something different inside yourself

they want to see your specialty 

they are seeking for outstanding people

take a deep breath and speak out your minds 

huwaaaaaaaaaa mak ! sumpah sedih !

someone please lend me your shoulder :(

blog aku kan so suka hati aku laa

luahan hati aku 

lol bunyi macam ape kan ?

sumpah sedih aku nangis :'(

tau tak aku stress ?

tolong lah i need someone to talk :(

oh god !

i need alia :(

i need fatin :(

i need wendy jugak :(

i need lala :(

i need iza :(

i need my kurap :'(

i need jibek :(

okay fine aku bukan lah seorang yang layak utk pegi utp tu yes sume yg pegi pandai pandai

aku tau tu sume

pegi iv pun kiri kanan tnye results sume atas aku

okay fine bukan aku ta syukur kau dpt 5A tuu but then 

boleh bayangkan mcm kau kat sebuah istana yg sume golongan diraja

tp kau sorg orang biase

ape darjat kau ngn dorg ?

mcm tu lah aku :'(

mak , sedih :(

mcm sorg tukang sampah berkawan ngn sorg manager 

aku : ma nak pegi matrik ke utp 

mama : sukati laa ain yg blaja 

aku : okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! nmpaknye mcm takde pressure dr parents aku

mak , sape taknak masuk utp kan bilaa dah dpt ?

tp sedih laa

orang tnye 5A dpt utp eh ?

pastu dpt utp nak gebang cite kat fb 

pastu org sebok tanye mcm mcm apesal kau dpt utp?

dapat kos ape ?

kau dpt scholar eh ?

mahal laa belaja situ

dan mcm mcm mak , again sumpah aku stress gilaa

skrg mcm rase biaa ah utp !

belum tentu aku dpt keje ngn petronas pun 

sape nak temankan aku pegi matriks ?

p/s : aku tak terasa pun ape kau ckp tp mmg la ade saket hati sket but thanks hariz kau sedarkan aku -_-

aku mmg mcm ni -________-

mula mula nak cakap ni

alhamdulillah wa syukurilah

bersyukur padaMu ya Allah

lepastu nak cakap ni

huwaa rase nak nanges pun ade :/

ce cite ce cite :D 

okay at first i got this :

kolej matrikulasi johor,tangkak

jurusan : sains 

daftar 23rd of may 2011

ive no feeling sgt mcm blur mcm nak taknak

then second i got this :

checked upu ,

diploma kejuruteraan mekanikal 

nak tau kat mane ?

uitm penang 

hamek kau nun si sanaaaaaa ...

register on 21st of may jugakk

third ! i got this :

sememangnye i already done the educamp utp interview 2011

for private student 

dont ask me why i got utp and blablabla

sbb aku dah mentioned private atas tuu -_-

well i know i just got 5a2b2c 

kinda disqualified kan ?

ahh malas nak bebel laa 

and ! unexpected !

I GOT UTP MAN !

hahaha ter-caps lock pulak !

yelah aku belagak gilaaaa kan ?

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz !

foundation engineering program - 1 year

degree in engineering of electrical and electronics - 4 years

*broken english kan ? haha aku maen hentam je ni sume aku agak agak je :p

ape yg menyebabkan aku nak nangis adelah

alia iza athira sapik jakpa azman haikal

wahh mereka sume hebat hebat belaakaa

alia is waiting for maktab but alia got asasi sains fizikal same ngn jakpa

alia jugak dpt matriks kmj ! jakpa dpt kmm 

iza dpt asasi um same ngn sapik ,athira , haikal

iza dpt matriks selangor

sapik dpt kmj same ngn aku n ale

athira dpt matriks nogori

azman dpt asasi sains uitm ngn kmm

dah tu je sekalian

hope that our friendship never ends :(

i loveeeeeeeeeee you all laaa

and terima kasih sume korang